Today, I just finished watching a Kdrama entitled, She was pretty. The ending really catched my attention. The female lead said that her bestfriend was beautiful when she was doing the job that she love and she wanted to be like her too. That's why she persued her dream because she said that she wanted to be beautiful by doing what she wants not for anyone else but for herself.
Then I thought, what is my dream? What will make me happy? What is the thing that I live doing? What do I want to be? All this time, if people asks me that questions I just always answer them that I just want anything that make my family be proud if and make them happy. But then after I watched the drama I realized that I don't really have a thing in mind that I love doing or maybe I just want to do a lot of things that's why I can't choose. Is it dancing? Though I'm not great about it, Is it being an engineer? Solving problems? Being a traveller? Flight attendant? Artist? I am already an adult but I don't still know those things, it's not normal right? I pity myself for not knowing what I want to do it feels like I am travelling an endless road not knowing where I want to go. So until now, I am still wondering....
What will make me beautiful?
Maybe for now, I will just continue on making my parents proud.
